[what am i?] -- raytail [x]

[>>BLACKiE! ]}]

what am i?
what is my purpose in life?
why did i ever leave EarthClan for the life of a kittypet?
why?
why did i leave the love of my life, Dewstripe?
why?
where is she now?
what am i doing on this earth still?
where is Dewstripe?

so many questions...
and no answers.
why?

--♥

dewstripe.
she was beautiful.
she was my love.
where is she now?
i am determined to find her.
even if it means running away from my owners.
yeah, for days that's been nagging me.
i've finally made up my mind.
if i can't be with Dewstripe, i just won't live anymore.
that's right.
i'll die.
and then i'll find her in a different stage of being.
but i long to smell her familiar scent.
i long to see her gray tabby pelt and press against it firmly with my own brown tabby pelt.
i long to meet her blue gaze with my own green && blue one.

sure, Dewstripe wasn't the most gorgeous cat.
but she had a beautiful heart on the inside.
and that was what drew me to her.
but where is she now?

--♥

i'm not open for crushes or mates from other cats.
attempt to do so and Blackie will get extremely annoyed.
i only wish to see Dewstripe again.

--♥

UPDATE
i'm back in EarthClan.
my old home.
i long for Dewstripe.