[playing.with.hearts] -- [amaryllis]

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he kissed me
his one and only beautiful liar

--x

i'm gorgeous and i ain't afraid to say it.
i've got thick, beautiful orange fur.
that always has a glossy shine to it.
i have pretty blue eyes.
that are the ideal picture of innocence.

--x

the hearts of tomcat's are mere toys.
that i like to play around with.
there was one cat that i got especially close with.
and then i broke his heart in two.
his name was Shatterwind.
it's so satisfying to see their faces once they learn the truth...
...i'm no property that a tomcat can just take.
i'm just me.
and i enjoy shattering the hearts of tomcats.
it's fun.

--x

call me insane.
call me stupid.
call me whatever.
i can do whatever i want to do.
and i don't need you to mentor me about that topic.

--x

i'm alluring.
i'm gorgeous.
i'm flirtatious.
i'm innocent appearing on the outside.
yeah, that's me.

--x

a long time ago, i was in a clan.
my name there is no importance to you.
everywhere i go, after i break the heart of a tomcat...
i change my name.
want to know it?
it's Amaryllis.

--x

an amaryllis is a beautiful flower.
like me.
yeah, you can say i'm vain.
but i'm one of those carefree she-cats.
who simply enjoys a game or two of fake falling in love with a tomcat.
and then breaking their hearts.

--x



that's me.

--x

tell me how you tolerate the things
you just found out about

update--
i can't believe it.
i've stopped my devious ways thanks to a handsome tomcat.
and now i'm in love.
with him.