Post by >>BLACKiE! ]} on Nov 1, 2007 18:10:13 GMT -5
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-Tara-
I always wondered. Why did females have to wear these stupid dresses? They were always so thick and so heavy, even the ones supposedly made for summer. How I envied those boys who lived nearby! They could simply wear breeches so that their legs could actually feel the cool air! Why couldn't females dress like that? Was it because of popular opinion that women were weaker than men and that they could get chills easier? If that was it, then it was a stupid choice. Boys were stupid. They didn't know how easy they had it. They didn't have to sit and embroider all day long. They didn't have to stand for hours on end and cook in front of a large, scorching fire, even during the summer! If Mother knew that I was thinking these mutinous thoughts, she would've immediately begun one of those boring stories of how "when she was young, she was always obedient and did everything she was told".
It was after one of these stories - those ancient stories - when I saw him.
After Mother had given me a tongue lashing with one of her old stories to top it off, she brought me to my Uncle's house, which was not far off. She had tried to make me stay and embroider with her and my aunt, but I had slipped away with an excuse to use the outhouse. I had wandered quite a distance away from that room with that blistering hot fire. I hadn't even known where I was going - my feet had just taken footstep after footstep. I hadn't tried to resist, and soon I had found myself in a place that was musty with the mixed smells of sweet hay, leather, and... horses.
A faint nicker in one of the stalls had greeted my arrival. Without thinking, I had walked toward the sound. Finally, I had arrived at the source of the sound. I looked into the stall and immediately looked away. Inside had stood a magnificent stallion, his coat gleaming in spite of the dimness of the stable. He was white enough to rival the pureness of new-fallen snow, white enough to make even the most polished pearl seem dull. I had turned back to face him, forcing myself to stare at him until my eyes had adjusted to his coat. Cautiously, I had stuck my hand out to pat him, but he had instantly shied away, and for a fleeting instant, I had seen a flash of fear pass through his hazelnut colored eyes. It was that moment when my mother had decided to come looking for me. She had called out my name in a loud, demanding voice, ending the perfect silence. With a last glance at the stallion, I had turned and scrambled away, lifting up my skirts a bit so that I could run without tripping and tearing the hem. I had run straight into Mother, almost knocking her small frame over. Quickly, I had begun to stutter an apology, but she cut me off, giving me a reprimand on how I was exposing my ankle - the result of lifting up my skirts. She hadn't even seemed to care that I had nearly made her fall. Well, trust mother to do that.
Thursday, November 1 Add-On [Total For Add-On: 1,725 Words]
-Tara-
"Stitches small and dainty. Embroidery carefully completed. Attentive and eager to learn," I muttered to myself thickly underneath my breath, rather perplexed that I still had to do this. For showing my ankle, my mother had given me more sewing to do. Jabbing the needle into the crisp white cloth, I just managed to prick my second finger. Wincing slightly, I made sure that my mother was looking away when I raised my finger up to my mouth to suck on it lightly. When she turned her harsh cold gray eyes on me, I made sure that I had picked up my cloth and needle and was embroidering.
Wrinkling my nose in disgust at having to do this dratted work, I continued making the needle dart through the cloth. In the end, I had to undo my work and do it all over again - and then over again some more after my mother had inspected it for a few moments. Suppressing a groan, I looked up to watch her embroidering. It wasn't fair - how were her stitches to neat and tidy and managed to all fit into one to make a delicate looking rose while my rose looked more like a broken garden weed? My eyes nearly got cross-eyed as I watched the light glint off of her silver needle that weaved in and out of the cloth quickly.
Sighing quietly to myself, I picked up my needle and yet again attempted to attack the cloth. Make a rose I told myself firmly as if the needle and cloth were going to rise up and embroider a rose all by itself. I wished, of course, but if wishes were horses, I would have my fill of horses currently. Tilting my head, I didn't realize that the tip of my tongue was sticking out while I was concentrating hard on my embroidery. I only noticed the tongue issue when my mother came and rapped the top of my head with her knuckles. Looking up while grimacing at the pain of her hard knuckles on my head, my eyes filled with question. She touched her mouth and I instantly understood what she wanted. I continued embroidering, my thoughts flickering back to the shining white stallion I had seen. Thinking about it, I remembered a gold nameplate that had been installed and nailed on his stable door. Snowfire was what it had said. Snowfire.
"May I please use the privy?" I asked my mother, trying to force my eyes to meet hers. My fingers fumbled at the needle and cloth, hoping with all my might that she would dismiss me for a few moments at least. I needed some time to think. Glancing around, it felt as if the stonewalls of my Uncle's mansion were closing in on me, suffocating my supply of air. Holding my breath and looking at her, I prayed silently with all my might that she wouldn't scold me and give me yet another lecture.
My prayers weren't answered. "No," she snapped, glaring at me harshly. "Back in my day..." After those words, I completely stopped listening. I wasn't interested in hearing out another one of her long and drab stories. They had no point in them. I could already tell that it would be a long rest of the day.
-Snowfire-
That girl seemed nice enough, although it was natural habit for me to shy away from those flabby faced creatures. They were all evil in my heart, although I truly did want to start to trust again. You see my family had been captured by a whole lot of them. We lived together, oblivious to their plans, but eventually fell victim to their plotting. My kin were all shipped away and I was given to a man. He didn't really do much - only grooms did the work to take care of me. The grooms were kind, always having a nice word for me, but I did get rather lonely in between the times that they came in to tend after me.
Something in me had stirred a rather strange liking towards her. Was it her raven black hair or was it the sparkling violet eyes that seemed to dance with a rebellious yet gentle spirit, if that was possible? I scuffed a hoof against the soft dirt of my stable, hanging my head over the door. I was just bored. There was nothing at all to do except perhaps chew on the wood or to stare at the spider across from my stall that was making a web.
My eyes blinked a few times. Equines couldn't really cry out of boredom, but I felt as if I were nearly about to with impatience. Snorting and tossing my head, I stamped an obsidian hoof against the ground, ears twitching at any sound nearby. Where was that girl? I wanted to be with her, for no apparent reason. Why was I feeling such emotion for her? I was an equine and to the creatures that owned me, I was nothing better than a four-legged creature that was good for riding and hunting and showing. In the girl's movements and gestures as well as the way she looked at me, I could tell that she thought more of me than what the man who owned me believed.
Mutinous thoughts roamed in my mind. I was getting very near to the idea of kicking down the stable door and being able to run away with my white mane and tail dancing around freely in the wind when one of the grooms walked in, whistling.
"Hello, my beauty," he chirruped cheerfully, walking up to me and petting me gently on the nose. Opening my stable door, he slipped a halter over my head quite easily. Hooking a thick braided rope to it, he led me out of my stall. Cross-tying me, he took out his grooming tools. I didn't quite know what they were called, but when used, they felt quite good. First came a rather odd rubbery brush that seemed to get all the dirt that was deeply embedded within my coat. Next came a brush with hard bristles that made all the loosened dirt disappear. After that, a brush with softer bristles made its way. I wasn't quite sure what the brush did - perhaps it added the glossy shine that my white coat had. Next, the groom combed my mane and tail very carefully. Lastly, he picked up each hoof - something I rather disliked - and took out stones that had been caught into my horseshoe. I absolutely hated having to stand on three legs while he cleaned my fourth leg, but I was sure not to kick him. I think that's the reason why humans favored me so much - my temperament. I had learned when I had been captured to not disobey those that were supposedly in command of you, even if you didn't believe that they held control over you. In my mind, nobody held possession over me except myself, but humans were obviously filled with different ideas than me.
Humans in my idea were weird. They had huge eyes - although equines did too - and had almost no hair on their bodies except on the tops of their heads. It was strange and I wanted to know why the hair was all concentrated at the top of the human, but the language barrier between equine and their English made it rather difficult to communicate. Although I can understand simple commands such as "walk" and "trot" and things like that, commands that used body language were in my preference.
The groom, giving me a rub down with a cloth and then giving me yet another pat, fed me an apple, brought me back into my stall, and left. I stood there, chewing the fleshy and juicy fruit in my mouth, letting the satisfying juices trickle down my throat as I watched the retreating figure of the teenage boy that took care of me so often.
I brushed my white tail briefly over my hindquarters to relieve myself momentarily of the many hordes of bugs that surrounded back there. However, the minute my tail reached back to its normal position, I felt - and even heard - the bugs. Snorting with frustration, I stamped quickly as if I were dancing. Soon, my large hooves unsettled the pail of water that was stored in the corner of my stall. I watched as the liquid seeped into my bedding. I snorted with a bit of disgust. I would have wet bedding tonight unless that girl came back to take a look at me again.
At this thought, my wonderings turned back to the girl. What was her name? Did she truly care for equines like me? She had seemed quite kind and willing to learn - I could sense it - but was she just fawning over me like silly females of the human race did or did she have an eye for equines that she especially liked?
I pictured her yet again with her pale skin complexion as well as her rather tall and lankly frame. She wasn't like most female humans I'd seen before - most of those were dressed in frilly clothing that had hems that dragged on the floor. Perhaps she was more of the kind that favored not going by the "regal and refined" rules. Frankly, I actually liked the casual way of dress for female humans than I liked all the dresses and the make-up.
More than once, I had had ladies ride me. Although I was a stallion, I was well known for my good temperament. I could tell what type of lady each female was by the way she rode me. For example, those that were tight on the rein were those types of ladies that were uptight and strict. If the rein was loose and I could easily pull ahead and shy away from things, that would mean that they were lazy and submissive. Lastly, if I felt a minor amount of pressure from the reins with a gentle hand that guided me around properly, I knew that that was the type of female human that I liked. Those ladies, however, were very difficult to come by.
November 2 Add On [1713 Words]
-Tara-
At last, I was free from my mother and her terrible stories. To tell the truth, there were times when some points in her tales were actually rather interesting, but most of the time it was just useless droning that I never paid attention to.
After she had dismissed me, I quickly hurried off outside. Looking up at the sky, I saw that the moon was large and full up in the sky. Stars that glinted like jewels in the sky winked at me from up above. Looking around, I could see that the whole manor was bathed in a pretty silver light, making everything have a rather frosty look. Since it was late fall, a chilly tang hung suspended in the crisp air.
For a few moments, I simply stood there in the open, looking up at the sky and admiring the way everything seemed to shine without wavering. Did stars ever lose their light or where they forever there? Why did the earth have day and night? For many years, I’ve longed to have my questions answered, but when I attempt to ask somebody, they scold me and simply say that astrology is for males to learn. My question to that answer is simple. Why?
More disobedient thoughts crossed through my mind. If I had ever voiced them aloud to my mother, she would’ve instantly given me a rebuke for doing so. Suddenly, my contemplations flickered to the horse I had seen earlier in the day. If I closed my eyes, I could almost remember his beautiful and burnished pure white coat. Deciding that I could afford the visit to him, I began walking to my Uncle’s stables. Nearby, the clock within the tower that was part of my Uncle’s manor chimed the hour. Counting the echoing beats, I found that there were nine chimes. I nodded with satisfaction as the last chime sounded, cutting loudly through the silence that surrounded me. Instantly, I resumed walking to the stables.
When I got there, I saw that there were a series of bright torches lined up on the walls, ideal for those who visited the stables even at this late hour. Despite the abundance of lights, it was still rather dim within the stalls. Not bothering to light any more torches, I walked slowly past the stalls, squinting my eyes a few times so that I could read the names on the golden plates that had been installed on each stall door. I passed the names Twilight, Dawnfire, Tigerlily, and Sky Dancer before I finally managed to decipher the name Snowfire on the shiny nameplate. Looking up, I saw that it was indeed the horse I had seen before.
“Hello, boy,” I murmured underneath my breath barely audible. I put my hand out slowly, hoping that he wouldn’t shy away like he did the first time I had tried to do so. To my delight, he pressed his nose against my hand. As I touched him, something I felt a shudder ripple throughout my body. I looked at Snowfire, interest darting through my eyes. At once, I understood his history. I didn’t have a full-illustrated version of his story, but I did understand enough to know that he had suffered great pain and frustration when he was a young colt.
Meanwhile as I was witnessing his memories, I saw that he had a new sense of understanding in his eyes as well. Wondering what had happened, I examined my palm. A tingling feeling had risen in the spot from where he had touched and I was a bit uneasy about what had happened. I cried out quietly when jolts of energy as well as anger flashed through me. Calming down, I looked around wildly. What had caused those emotions to just run through me as if something had set them free from a cage and they were desperate to leave?
A bit of confusion passed through me, but that puzzlement surged forward until I was absolutely bewildered. I gazed at Snowfire in disbelief, wondering what could’ve happened between the two of us. “What did you do?” I whispered, more to myself than to the stallion who was standing only a few feet away from me.
-Snowfire-
I instantly sensed the strangeness of the situation once the girl had touched me. Defiance and energy rippled through my stocky frame. I looked at her, my hazelnut colored eyes filled with question but with a slight understanding. All at once, her memories came pounding into my mind. I instantly figured out why she had seemed so mutinous to me – she was. Well, I couldn’t really contradict her for I knew that if I were in the same position, I would do the same exact thing she was doing. It was like a war between the girl and her mother.
I gave a small whicker to the girl, looking at her with interest. I wished that I could explain to her what was happening, but I myself truly didn’t know. My tail brushed over my hindquarters briefly so that I had something to do. It was too bad that equines couldn’t speak human language – it would make communicating so much easier.
Looking at her, I accepted her treat of a carrot eagerly. I crunched on it for a while with her standing next to me, her mouth moving and speaking to me. Although I didn’t truly understand the way that humans spoke, I could tell the way she was feeling by the way her tone of voice was. Standing there, I looked at her with patient eyes, seeming like I understood everything she was telling me. I even managed to put out a few whinnies and snorts at the right times when she was talking to me. It was as if she had all of a sudden been converted from a shy girl that had reached out timidly to touch me to a girl that was quite open and would willingly talk to me whenever she had the chance.
The chime of the hour cut in while she was still conversing with me. I could see that she was listening intently to the number of chimes, for she had stopped speaking to me. Instantly, I knew that she was probably late for something because she immediately gave me a final pat, hiked up her skirts, and made a mad dash out of the stables, probably going to the place in the mansion where she lived.
-Tara-
I continued my quick run as I ran into my room, panting furiously. My face was nearly cherry red as I breathed quickly, trying to catch my breath. With exhaustion and relief, I collapsed on to my bed only to sit straight back up once I heard my mother’s footsteps climb the stairs that led to my room. She opened the door, looking at me with her gray eyes examining me. “You seem rather flustered,” she stated, her voice nonchalant. Silence filled the gap before her next statement. “Don’t go to sleep too early,” she said then walked out of the room, shutting the door behind her.
I blinked at the closed door, amazed. First I had made some sort of connection with Snowfire and now my mother was actually acting rather civil and decent towards me? Well, I’m not saying that she absolutely hated me but I felt that she could stand to be a bit more loving and caring towards me. Her voice usually had a sharp edge, but this time it didn’t really. Sighing with relief at the fact that she hadn’t scolded me for appearing so red-faced and rather messy, I fell back onto my bed. Closing my eyes, I soon fell into a deep sleep.
I woke up a few moments later, jolting awake. How could I go to sleep in this dress that was now probably crumpled and crinkled beyond repair? Quickly, I changed into my nightgown. Pulling the blankets aside, I covered myself with them, tucking myself in. Blowing out the candle that lit my room, I settled down in the bed and closed my eyes after a reasonably large yawn that I could’ve sworn almost cracked my jaw. Sleep took me into its comforting layers quite easily and smoothly. Soon, I lay there in the darkness of the room, completely asleep. While sleeping, I dreamed.
Obsidian hooves underneath me were pounding against the ground furiously, churning up the rich earth that was underneath. In my dream, I glanced down and immediately recognized the form of Snowfire with his ivory colored coat and his hazelnut eyes. Wondering where the dream was about to lead, I remained seated in the carefully woven saddle that had golden tassels flinging about wildly and banging gently against my leg. Glancing down at Snowfire’s head bobbing up and down from the pace he was going at, I saw that more golden decorations were plaited within his mane and tail. I allowed a smile to dance on my lips as I moved up and down with Snowfire’s gait. Looking up in my dream, I saw that bright rays of sunshine rained down upon us as we made our way past the lush, rolling hills of the current scenery. Through my eyes, I saw a strange darkness and bleakness ahead. Wondering what it was, fear began pounding uneasily in my heart as we got closer and closer to the shadowed area. Closer, closer, closer… And then we were finally there. I had expected that Snowfire and I would ride straight through it, but was nearly thrown off when he skidded to a halt. Glancing around, I heard the cawing of a crow. From nowhere, the bird that the sound had issued from flew straight across in front of me, cutting through the air. I was absolutely confused while Snowfire underneath me was the idea of terror and bewilderment mixed together. “Where are we?” I whispered, still in my dream. When the black crow had crossed our path, I had thought nothing of it – until millions more appeared, their beady eyes glinting with a sense of devilish delight and excitement. More and more kept coming until Snowfire and I were completely surrounded in a black cloud of hungry, unmerciful crows.