[clinging.to.sanity] -- [ S H A T T E R W I N D ]

[>>BLACKiE! ]}]

yeah, that's me.
i'm a handsome one all right.
but i don't care.
i just don't care.

--x

ever since my love was lost i just didn't care.
my life is a mere shadow upon what i used to be.
when she was still alive.
oh yes, she was gorgeous.
a beautiful flaming orange she-cat.
but then, oh, she left me.
so i realize that all she wanted to do was to win my heart.
and then break it.
it was as if the devil lived in her very soul.
and wouldn't rest until she had claimed many victims with heartbreak.

--x

the day i had found her in the woods, she had seemed so lonely.
so pitiful.
but she had an ethereal sense surrounding her.
kind of ghostly, you might say.
yeah, well.
a long story short.
i fell in love with her.
she played with my heart.
and then tore it apart.

--x

i don't care anymore.
i just don't care.

--x

silver blue eyes.
gray fur, specks of white and stripes of black.
silver tabby you could say.
but i don't bother with explanations.
i'm just who i am.

--x

i will never love again.
my story ain't one of those super sob ones.
and i don't expect you to pity me.
just know that i'll never love again.
it's like i'm stuck in this trance of desolation and desperation.
i should just die right now.
yeah, that would be the answer.
i should go join StarClan at my twenty-seven moons.
and that would suit me fine.

--x

i just don't care anymore.

--x

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